pretentious little fingers
thought and abstract time
running up and down the phrases
finding weakness in words and rhymes
wondering about tomorrow
wandering throughout today
constant flowing cheek and tounge
ever knowing not what will come
god i sit as a man, under influence
of impotence and omniscience and time
time, time, sweet little ticks
of that turning clock we age
and strolling through the next memory
i [...]
At the dawn of every new era one spirit is split into two bodies. They possess the binary of being. The ying and yang as some have put it. These two bodies, when set next to each other, fir like pieces in a puzzle, equally consuming each other indefinitely. So it is true of our [...]
“There is nothing with which every man is so afraid as getting to know how enormously much he is capable of doing and becoming.”
- Kierkegaard
I was thinking on war this morning. Just about the art of war, the passion and the reasons. I remembered the Romans, who fought for glory, to be remembered. They made [...]
I really don’t think I believe in love.
Not because I’m single, not because I’m a cynic, and especially not because I have been “burned” in the past.
This is a hard thing for people to hear. But, since I am not currently in any romantic entanglements, I think I can say it aloud and not fear [...]
I am nothingness in a red-tinted wrapper.
“The eternal sunshine of a spotless mind.”
Then inverted.
“The quick darkness of a weighty heart.”
I am beyond myself. over. under. around.
A few weeks have not brought me rest from my last thoughts here. I am only more tired. perpetually. like a zombie. roaming the earth. for rest, or something like [...]
it is in the apex of this darkness, under the stillness of the moon. i find myself looking at myself, wondering where it all turned into this. reality has swallowed us whole, the bones and flesh and every piece in between…every gritty inch of human want. and every slippery centimeter of human greatness.
here i am. [...]
